digital

when you call you know i’ll answer
i can’t escape - you’re my cancer
tiny dancer under strobe lights
fading out, lit up by phone lights
i’m macaulay culkin - home alone
only thing i hear is dial tones
typed this text too scared to send it
delete your numbers, try to end it
but when it rings, you just drop it
i was spending time - you were turning profits
jumping through hoops - sonic
i don’t play this game - stop it
so i’m drinking gin straight up - no tonic
had my heart, had to close it - lock it

more drinks, less memories
blacking out the love i thought was meant for me
out of time, out of energy
from chasing you down in my fantasy
not friends, but we’re friendly
make it look so easy to be my enemy

running after you - lightspeed
won’t trust me so you fight me
now what we had means nothing to me
nothing like it used to be
used to care less than i do now
used to see it clearer than i do now
i’m a fool - saying too much now
run my mouth - no i can’t stop now
i had to come, you had to go
couldn’t decide which way to go
so i get away before the sunrise
shows you the real me
not the one i was hiding
the new me - i’m finding
over you - i’m lying